Tuesday, February 11, 2020

The Essentials

The wind swirled the snow into tiny funnel clouds, piling the white fluff up against the door. It would be a good day to hunker down inside with a book. Make it a lazy day reading and resting while watching the snow dance around the yard. 
I had no need to go anywhere. There was more than enough bread, milk and eggs to carry me through the week if the weather kept me in that long. I learned from the news that those were the key food items needed to survive a storm. If it were up to me, I would modify that list to include cheese. I love cheese. 
When I opened the refrigerator I saw that the milk expired two weeks ago. I should be worried, but I had cheese, which comes from milk. That seemed like a reasonable substitute. Damn it! One egg, that’s all I found in the carton. The survival food list said eggs, which indicates more than one. It would be hard to ration one egg. I could separate the yolk from the white and have two meals. Okay, I had got a plan. Looking deeper into the fridge, I found a half a loaf of bread. Thank the Lord, at least I had enough bread. Something told me to open the bag and check the bread. It was a fuzzy green color. I didn’t remember buying green bread, although I might have since St. Pats day was right around the corner. I looked closer, it was mold, no question. Crap, I’m going to die!
I did have flour tortillas. Bread is made with flour so maybe tortillas could be used as a substitute. I knew when you’re told to pick up a loaf of bread at the grocery store it didn’t mean tortillas, but I was winging it here. My life depended on it. 
How long would I last on one egg, a pack of shredded Colby Jack and a half bag of Mission flour tortillas? No one probably knows. I’m sure they’ve done studies on bread, milk and eggs, which is why it’s the recommended survival food. 
I decided to write a note in case my alternate survival foods don’t work. That way whoever found me will know that there is no substitute for bread, milk and eggs. I’ll leave it on the kitchen table where it can easily be found next to my withered body.
Dear Person:
     If you are reading this note, you already know it’s too late for me. I didn’t prepare properly. I ran out of the essentials. Yes, that’s right bread, milk and eggs. It’s my fault, but you can learn from my mistakes. Be prepared. Don’t wait until the last minute like I did.
                                                            Sincerely,
                                                            Unprepared Human
I had to keep occupied. There was no need to dwell on the inevitable. What could I do to pass the time? 
 There was a knock on the door.  Maybe it was an angle of mercy bringing me bread, milk and eggs. It wasn’t an angel, just Steve, my neighbor with a six-pack of beer and two-dozen hot wings. 

Thursday, January 30, 2020

The Good Towels

All my life I’ve heard the phrase “Don’t use the good towels.” You’d think after hearing that my whole life I wouldn’t need to be reminded at this late stage in my life. Well, I don’t, so my response is always the same when I hear this warning. I say, “I know the rules.” When I was a kid, I first heard this warning phrase. I have always been told that the good towels are reserved for guests, of which I am not.
            Women may deny this is true, but men understand. I think the blame should go to the first guy, maybe a mechanic or farmer that came in for lunch and wiped his hands on “The Good Towels.” This started a landslide of problems for future man. Anything considered good was off-limits to men. 
            The truth is men don’t care which towel they use, but they also can’t distinguish a good towel from a bad towel, unless the bad towel is ripped to shreds, but then it’s a rag. That’s another category entirely which we’ll discuss later.
            This brings up a problem for men. What if you’re visiting your sister’s or sister’s-in-laws house? Are you a guest? Technically yes, but a frequent guest. I don’t know if that puts you in a different category. In that situation, I use "The Good Towels", unless I’m wearing jeans or a sweatshirt. Wet spots on dark clothing are barely noticeable. Plus, it seems like you’re invading the homeowner’s privacy if they find you rooting through the cabinet. You can explain you’re just looking for the old towels, but it still looks bad.
            Even being a guest at someone’s home, I feel a little guilty when I use “The Good Towels.” I guess I’ve been brainwashed in that way. If you think about it there are other “Good” things that are reserved for guests only, china, silverware, fancy napkins, and special soaps.
            Sometimes I walk up the front staircase, which falls in the forbidden zone. I can be such a rebel.. Everything, I’ve mentioned is minor, nothing that will cause physiological pain, so it’s all good.
            The other day my wife said, “I need a screwdriver.”
            “What for?” I enquired.
            “I’m pulling weeds and I misplaced my garden tool.”
            Wanting to be helpful I said. “Okay, They’re on the tool bench, downstairs . . . but don’t use the Good Ones.”
            To which she responded. “Touché.” 

Wednesday, January 15, 2020

Mistaken

This is a long short story that I wrote a few months ago, while I was sitting in a cafe working on another story. A thought flashed through my mind and developed into this story.

It’s hard for an unknown writer to get noticed. I’ve had a few stories published in a club anthology back in the States, but that didn’t make me an established writer. My writing was good, but sometimes I got stuck and thought I would never write again. It was a common worry of most writers.
            I started a novel a few months ago, but my writing stalled. A friend told me changing my surroundings might inspire new ideas. That sounded like a viable plan, but money was tight. 
            A few nights later I received a phone call from my old college roommate, Juan. He had moved back to Argentina after college. We hadn’t talked much after graduation but we had been good friends in school. After hearing my story, he told me to come and stay with him over the summer in Buenos Aires. He had an extra room so it wouldn’t cost me a dime. That offer was hard to pass up. Trading winter in the States for summer in Argentina could be just the type of change my writing needed. If this didn’t help it might be time to look for a different career.
            The following Monday I flew coach to Buenos Aires. Juan picked me up at the airport. I managed to stuff all my worldly possessions into a High Sierra backpack I bought on eBay, which included my laptop and journal. 
            After spending all night drinking and exchanging exaggerated stories, I ended up sleeping till noon but woke excited and anxious to start writing. Juan told me about Café La Biela, a wine and coffee bar rumored to be frequented by Ernest Hemmingway. A perfect place to jumpstart my career. 
            I spent the next three weeks at the café and my story flourished. Ideas flowed easily and I knew I had made the right choice coming to Argentina. On Monday of the fourth week, I switched up my surroundings by stopping at All Saints Café. My mystery novel set in a foreign country was progressing well. I set my journal down to refill my coffee. When I returned an older woman looked at me with a suspicious eye. I ignored her and continued writing. Little did I know these would be the last words I wrote that summer.  
            That night there was a knock on our apartment door. When Juan answered two armed federal police displayed their badges. 
            “Are you Trent Cabrio?”
            “No, I’m Juan Alvarez.”
“We need to speak to Trent Cabrio. Is he here?”
“My friend from the States is staying with me, but his name is Dane Capinski.” Juan pointed to my bedroom door. “He’s in the back.”
The sergeant stepped through the doorway. “We need to speak to him, right now. The information we have leads us to believe his name is Trent Cabrio.” He motioned for the other officer to check the back room. 
There was no knock on the door. The officer just walked in and told me to stand up, turn around and put my hands behind my back. I was cuffed and forced out of the bedroom. 
“What’s this all about?” I demanded.
He picked up the journal lying on the bed. The name T. Cabrio was embossed on the leather cover. “You’re being charged as a terrorist.” The sergeant held up the journal. “This is evidence.” Then he told the officer to bring the computer as well. 
“I didn’t do anything.” I looked at Juan for help but he seemed as surprised as I was.
“You’ll get your chance to explain later, but right now we’re taking you back to the station.”  
As they shoved me through the front door Juan said. “I’ll call my cousin. He’s an attorney.”
* * * 
I sat in the interrogation room waiting and tried to figure out what this was all about. Sergeant Perez walked in and threw my journal on the table, then flipped the pages until he reached my notes. 
            “A woman at the café called to report you. She took pictures on her phone.” He pointed to the notes and tapped his finger on the page. “This doesn’t look good.” 
            “I can explain. I’m a writer. Those are just notes about my novel.” 
            “Notes about bombings, disruption of government and society, Puccio Family. These are disturbing notes.”
            “Yes, if they were real, but as I said I’m a writer,” I insisted. “so it’s just story notes, not to be taken seriously.” 
            “You have a criminal background. You’ve been arrested.”
            “It was a demonstration when I was in college, that’s all. I spent two nights in jail. Juvenile issues, nothing serious.” I rubbed my eyes. “Check Google. I’ve written some short stories.”
            “I did. Nothing of value there. Too much fake news. Anyone can doctor Internet files.” 
            “I’m a struggling writer, but I’m hoping this novel will be my breakthrough.”
“That’s great news,” He scratched the side of his face, “but I have something more interesting.”
            “What are you talking about?”
            “It’s the reason we came looking for you.” Sergeant Perez leaned forward. “Your name is on a wanted list for suspicious activities. You’ve been on the list for 18 months,” pointing to my name.
“I’ve only been in Argentina for three weeks and Cabrio is my pen name, not my given name, I swear.”   
 “Why does a struggling writer need a pen name?” He shook his head.
            “Cabrio has a better ring to it than Capinski.” 
            “This may sound interesting to some, but not to me . . . Mr. Cabrio. In the criminal world, a pen name is just another word for an alias.” 
After being fingerprinted, I was put in a holding cell. Juan’s cousin, the lawyer came in to see me about mid-day. He seemed off like he was high. He was sucking on his pen the entire time we talked. I’ve seen these vapes before. A few of my college friends used them. It’s nearly impossible to recognize these pens had a second purpose. They’re smokeless, that’s how he got away with vaping at the police station. It could be marijuana, but more likely cocaine. Did I really need a lawyer strung out on drugs? I deserved better, so I fired him and asked for a court-appointed attorney. 
Two hours later Jose Lopez stepped into my cell. His suit was rumpled like he slept in it. He had dark circles around his eyes, so maybe he hadn’t slept at all. Unlike Juan’s cousin, he spoke in full sentences and explained my rights in clear simple words.  He asked me to start from the beginning and tell him exactly what happened without leaving anything out. After I finished he asked more probing questions.
            “Did you see the woman in the café, the one that took the photos?” 
            “I saw a woman, but I didn’t see her take any pictures. She was in her mid-sixties, but nothing stood out about her.”
            “How tall was she?” Jose asked as he jotted in his notebook.
            “Short, maybe five-foot-four at the most.” 
            “Would you recognize her if you saw her again?”
            I tried to paint a mental picture of her, but I came up blank. “No, I don’t think so, but the barista might know her if she was a regular.”
            “When did you first use the pen name, Trent Cabrio?”
            “I’ve had that pen name for years, all the way back to college.”
            “When you roomed with Juan?”
            “Yes, he knew about it.”
            “Why did you pick Café La Biela as the place to do your writing?”
            “Juan told me it was where many well-known writers gathered.”
            “Okay. I think I’ve got enough for now, but here’s something you need to know about the federal police. They stop crime before it gets out of control. If that puts a few innocents in jail, so be it. It doesn’t seem right if you are one of the innocents, but it’s the way they operate. It’s safe to say that if you’ve been charged with a crime, then they believe they have evidence against you. Argentina is one of the safest countries in Latin America and that’s how the police want to keep it.”
            “Can’t I get out on bail?”
            “I’ll find out and let you know, but for right now be a model prisoner.”      
The guard took me back to my cell. There was nothing left for me to do but wait to hear from my lawyer, and think about how and why I got here. What was going to happen next and would I be left to rot in a foreign prison with no possibility of release? Maybe it was better not to think at all. 
            Just then the guy in the next cell asked. ”What did they get you for?”
            I quickly responded. “It’s a mistake, I’m innocent.”
            “Yeah, me too.” He laughed.
            “No, really. They think I’m a terrorist. I’m a writer and my pen name is Trent Cabrio, which happens to be the name of the guy they’re looking for.” 
            “That’s unfortunate. You picked a bad pen name. Cabrio is well known for subversive activities around town.” He continued. “We met about a year ago, that’s what led me to be in here. But, I agree you’re not Cabrio. You’re an American. Cabrio, the hunted one is from Argentina.”
            “Exactly! Can you help me by telling the police what you know.”
            “How can I possibly help you when I couldn’t help myself?”
            “Can’t you describe him to the police? That might be enough to inspire them to look at others.”
            “That would be true, but I was blindfolded, so I heard a voice but never saw a face.”
            “Perfect, a blind eyewitness.”
            That’s when the conversation ended. I went back to trying not to think. The funny thing about that is the more you try not to do something the harder it gets. Thinking in jail is different than thinking in the free world. Jail thinking concentrates your thoughts with one purpose, how do I get out? Legally, I mean legally . . . a jailbreak in a foreign country would be bad for Dane Capinisky.
            In order to get out of here, I needed to figure out how I got here in the first place. This led me to reminisce about college life when Juan and I were roommates. Juan was always demonstrating in college. He’s the one that convinced me to join him in one demonstration.  The one when I was arrested. I never gave his idealist nature much thought. College life had a way of diluting your concerns.
            The judge told Jose Lopez, my lawyer that there would be no bail for a potential terrorist, which wasn’t at all surprising. 
* * * 
            A few days later Jose came to talk more about some things he found out. He hired a private detective to check a few things about my story. Maybe to verify that I was telling the truth or confirm I was lying. 
            “Trent, is there anything else you can tell me about the woman in the café?”
            “Dane, please call me Dane.”
            “Okay, sorry.”
            “Well, I can’t say for sure, but I think she was carrying a bag, like a grocery bag. There was some kind of logo on the front . . . green. Why is that important?”
            “Because the name and address she gave to the police is no good. The address doesn’t exist. I can’t find her to ask any questions.”
            “What about her name? That should be of some help.”
            “Maria Fernandez, but Maria Fernandez is the equivalent of Mary Smith in the United States, so it’s really no help.” Jose fingered his pen. “Let’s get back to the bag. What did it say?”
            I closed my eyes to transport myself back to the café. I could clearly see a green bag but not the entire logo, just two uppercase letters, VE. I looked at Jose and said, “The bag was definitely green but the only letters I could read were VE.”
            “That’s something. Let me pass this on to the detective.” He started to get up but hesitated. “One more thing. When was the last time you and Juan talked, prior to the phone call when he invited you here to stay?”
            “Quite a while, almost two years.”
            “Did that seem odd?”
            “Well, it was a surprise, but one that I welcomed.”
            He closed his notebook. “Hang tight. I’ll be in touch soon.”
            “Like I have another choice.”
            Now I was again left with my thoughts and conversation with Pedro, my neighboring cellmate. Prison is boring so any conversation is valued even if you secretly listen. Even though my lawyer, and I attempted to be discreet, Pedro had mad listening skills and heard most everything.
Pedro rambled a lot, but the important parts revealed that the real Trent Cabrio used him to make a payout to dissentient demonstrators to carry out a violent demonstration. Much destruction and many injuries were the result. Pedro was arrested for his involvement, but Trent Cabrio escaped as usual.
* * *
            A couple days passed before I saw Jose again. This time he brought a green grocery bag into the cell. “Does this look familiar?”
            “Yes. I never saw the whole logo, but it sure looks like the same one.”
            “Verde Come means Green Eats. It’s an organic grocery.” Jose smiled. “We found the woman.”
            “Great, did you talk to her?”
            “No, not yet. But we followed her so we know where she lives.”
            “What are you waiting for?”
            “The thing is, she lives in the apartment below your friend Juan.” Jose folded his arms. “I’d like to find out more about Juan before we approach her.”
            “Of course. Why? Do you think Juan is involved in some way?”
            Jose rubbed his beard. “Here are the facts we have gathered so far. You received a surprise phone call from Juan inviting you to stay the summer in Buenos Aires. He recommended the coffee bar and he knew about your pen name. The lady from the coffee bar lives in the apartment below Juan. Is there something I’m missing?”
            “No, everything you said is correct. But . . . but . . . .”          
            “But what? Doesn’t this raise some suspicions about Juan? Open your eyes, man.”
            “I’m the scapegoat for Juan?”
            “That’s what it looks like, but first I need to speak to the woman from the coffee bar. Then I’ll bring Juan in for questioning.”
            “No one knows what Trent Cabrio looks like. Juan’s not going to admit that he’s him. It’s hard to see how this will help.”
            “Let me handle this. I have a plan. I’ll fill you in later.” Jose left me alone with my thoughts.
* * *
            It had been six days since I’d been stuck in a foreign prison. That’s nothing compared to others rotting in a dank cell for years. Right now, I have food and a bed with a mattress, but if I’m convicted of a crime, things will change. I could become one of the forgotten Americans. Wait! I have to stop thinking about this. It’s not helping. It’s hard to stay positive, but it’s necessary, more than necessary. 
            “It’s been ten days for me. Four more and they take me to the permanent cells in the basement.” “Prisoners call it,” Pedro’s voice cracked. ‘The Hole.’
            “That has an ominous sound.”
            “These are luxury accommodations compared to The Hole.” Pedro’s voice wavered when he said The Hole. “Fourteen days is all you get in the holding cells, so get your lawyer to step up his game.”
            There was nothing I would like more, but Jose had done more than I expected for a court-appointed attorney. I hoped my lawyer was making progress with the bag lady from the café. He led me to believe she would be able to provide valuable information.
* * * 
            A day later my lawyer walked into my cell with a confident strut. “Juan’s coming in today to be interviewed.”
            “Great! Did you talk to the woman in the downstairs apartment?”
            “Yes, She knows Juan,” Jose said smugly.
            “Well, that’s no surprise. She’s his neighbor.”
            “She’s more than that. Maria’s his aunt.”
            “Wow, it’s looking more like he set me up.”
            “Yes, things are looking better for you.”  He leaned over to Pedro’s cell and pointed at him. “They’ll come to get you in a half-hour. Be ready.”
            Pedro waved an acknowledgment.
            “Huh! What do you need Pedro for?” I questioned.
            “We’re hoping he can identify Trent Cabrio’s voice. It’s not conclusive and can’t be used in a trial but it could help us with his questioning.”
            “The aunt is coming in as well. The police have more questions for her. I’ll be there to listen.”  The cell door slammed.
            It seemed like no time at all before the guards came to get Pedro. Maybe this would be over soon. 
            Pedro sat in the room with the one-way mirror prepared to listen and identify the voice of Trent Cabrio. My lawyer was also in the room taking notes. There were no surprise questions. We just wanted Juan to talk so Pedro could clearly hear every word. The surprise was that Juan’s voice was not familiar to Pedro. He was sure it wasn’t Trent Cabrio, at least the voice he heard. He told Jose, the Cabrio voice he heard had a rasp of a heavy smoker. Juan was not that guy.
            The guards came to take Pedro back to his cell. How could Jose have been so wrong about Juan? Jose was looking at his phone as the guards brought Maria Fernandez down the hall to the interrogation room. His shoulder bumped her and she stumbled. 
“Watch it, buddy,” Maria’s gruff voice grated on him. 
            Jose stopped, turned and ran up the stairs to the holding cells. He got there right before the guards locked Pedro back up. 
            “I’m not done with him. I need him for another half hour.” He looked at the guards.
            They brought Pedro back to the adjoining room, to listen to the interrogation of Maria. His eyes narrowed as if he was seeing the past. “That voice that’s the one I heard . . . Trent Cabrio.” 
“Trent Cabrio’s a woman,” Jose repeated. “A woman.”
It took three hours for the police to lay out all the facts. She denied everything, insisting her nephew was Trent Cabrio.  
 She finally gave up her story and admitted she used her nephew to get information on Dane. 
Maria needed a scapegoat and Dane was her mark. She was the one that convinced Juan to invite Dane to stay for the summer. The rest was easy. Juan was an unwitting contributor to Dane’s arrest, but ultimately he was innocent of any crimes.
You might say that’s the end of the story and the start of a great novel, but you would be wrong. 
Maria was charged with three counts of terrorism. Three days later while she was being transferred to federal prison, a bomb exploded as they exited the highway. The transport vehicle careened off the highway down an embankment and burst into flames.
Everyone in the vehicle was killed. Maria’s body was burnt beyond recognition. DNA testing was never done. The coroner saw no need to spend tax dollars for a question he already knew the answer to. It was an open and shut case, but to this day no one can explain the mysterious van that was seen near the transport vehicle just prior to the arrival of the recovery crew. Even more intriguing was the message received at the police department two weeks after the bombing. It read, “I’m still here . . . watching and waiting.” The letter was signed with the initials TC.

Monday, December 16, 2019

It’s All Up to You

     I’ve read recently that people have become emotional handcuffed by the problems in the world. They can’t function and have a dim view of the future.
     The world problems have kidnapped their emotions and taken control of their lives. That’s devastating news to find out you have lost control and see little chance for recovery. Is it true? Yes, it is, if you let happen to you, but it’s all up to you.
     You’ve heard of the optimist and pessimist view of the glass half full. Well, that’s what it’s about. It’s not all about what’s happening in the world, but how you internalize it. Letting world problems affect you in a negative way is the catalyst for taking emotional control of your life. How much has your life changed in the past year because of outside influences? If the answer is many things, then you need to take a step back and revaluate. The one thing you have total control of is your reaction to a situation.
    World problems won’t go away, just replaced by another. Being stressed out, sleep deprived and physically exhausted won’t make you live to the fullest and won’t make the problems disappear. Put things in to perspective and do the right thing for yourself. You are at your best when you put yourself first.
     The world is not perfect and neither are our lives but there is one thing that’s perfect. Resilience of people to overcome their problems. I believe if we take care of our own problems, the world problems will start to shrink. “Just Saying . . . “

Thursday, December 12, 2019

Too Much

     Is there something to the saying, “Too much of a good thing is bad.” News is good, basically, but is it necessary to be bombarded with it 24/7? Don’t we need some downtime from news overload? I do. What are the negative effects of too much news?
     Electronics has changed our lives with the invention of smart phones, which led to a whole array of electronic devices. It has improved our lives in some ways, but we now seem to be under constant surveillance. There’s too many people and things watching us. While it’s true many of these devices are meant to protect us but they also invade our personal space. It seems like it’s too much of an intrusion for the benefits we receive.
     Bacon is the exception to this rule. There is never too much bacon. No one ever says, “No more bacon for me. I’ve had enough.”
     There is too much reality TV. One episode is more than adequate. Anything beyond that is too much. Think about it, why would anyone care about the characters on “Big Brother.” It’s been on TV for over 20 years, but I don’t understand why.
     But, let’s get back to bacon. It enhances everything. Salads are healthy and many have bacon bits. Bacon on burgers was a historic idea. Chocolate covered bacon. Who would turn that down? No one I know.
     I’ve noticed a lot of people protesting. It’s a good way to voice your objections. But, sometimes it turns into complaining, even worse whining. Politicians do a lot of whining. Too much whining, that’s all I’m saying.
     I know this all may be too much to think about, but remember, we‘ll always have bacon. “Just Saying . . .”


 

Monday, December 2, 2019

Suspicious Minds

     The truck made a slow turn down Capital Street as if the driver was looking for something. Just an old green Chevy step-side pickup, which had the fender wells on the outside of the truck bed. An unimportant detail unless you’re a car guy, but some details become more important when a crime is involved. As a retired detective from a major metropolitan city, I was attuned to picking out details even in my small-adopted town.
     It was a quiet Thursday morning, but that would soon change. Lunchtime neared, which brought heavy traffic to the many fast-food restaurants on Capital. The park would be bustling with joggers and people stealing away for a few minutes of sanity from a hectic work life. People lived more stressful lives these days and welcomed a time to let their guard down; lunch was one of those opportunities.
     I made my rounds to the local downtown businesses dropping off the free weekly Triton newspaper. I didn’t earn much, but it occupied a little of my retirement free time. The extra money came in handy, but it was more about keeping busy. I always made sure I completed my deliveries before lunch hour, then I could sit in the park, and people watch. Not an exciting life, but interesting, because people are interesting. 
     This morning, as I walked to my usual spot in the park I again noticed the green pickup as it drove down Capital Street. This time the bed was full. A tarp held down the load with bungee straps.  Normally the sight of a loaded pickup rarely drew attention or caused concern, this being a blue-collar town, but there was something different today. 
     This time I noticed the driver, Middle Easterner, with a full beard, as one might expect. There was a passenger too, a black man, African American or whatever the proper term is now. Immediately, my suspicions surfaced, but should they? My police background, reinforced by the nightly news was the cause. The news survives by promoting fear. The truck slowed and finally stopped in front of a multi-story office building, Capital Insurance, employing about 300 workers.
     It couldn’t be ignored, especially this time of year with all the holiday shoppers out and about.  I called the police to report a suspicious truck. 
     The police responded quickly. Many spectators watched from afar. I felt I had done the smart thing, but it didn’t feel right. The police talked with the driver for about fifteen minutes, then a tow truck appeared, hooked up the old truck and dragged it away. By now there were three squad cars. The two suspects got in one of the police cars and were driven away. 
     What was going on? Did I divert an impending disaster? Just then a cop pulled over to the crowd. Questions flew at him like pellets in an ice storm.
     “What’s going on?”
     “Who are those people?”
     “Are we in danger?”
     The cop held up his hands to quiet the crowd, then said. “Everything is under control. We were just checking into some suspicious behavior. I can’t say anything more at this time.”
     “Seems like that’s always your response,” someone yelled from the crowd.
     “Yeah!” others said in agreement.
     “Look, if you want to know more come over to Brantley’s high school auditorium on Friday night at 6:00 pm. We should have more information at that time.” The cop stated.
* * *
     Friday night came quickly. In the meantime, the town buzzed with rumors about the green truck and the occupants. The parking lot was full that night when I arrived. It seemed like everyone wanted to know what impending danger lay ahead.
     The crowd sat anxiously waiting for the police to explain. The Chief of Police walked out to address the crowd.
     “This is a highly unusual situation, which is easier to understand if I show you this,” as he pulled back a curtain to display a mountain of toys.  
     The Chief went on to explain. “The two men we picked up the other day, both Muslims, have been collecting and repairing toys to distribute to poor children of this town for the Christmas holiday. It’s not their religious holiday, but they knew most of the people in this town are Christian and, they wanted to do something for the children.” They need help to complete their Christmas wish. If anyone’s able to help, please see Ahmed or Abdul after the meeting.”
     A stunned silence struck the crowd and a line immediately formed in front of the two Muslims to sign up to help. That day I learned some details could lead you in the wrong direction. 
     I still deliver the local paper, but when I’m finished I skip the park and instead go to Ahmed and Abdul’s Coffee and Tea House in an unfamiliar part of town. The back of their shop has a room filled with broken toys in need of repair. Toys for the poor kids bring us together as our worlds grow closer. 

Sunday, November 17, 2019

Santa Fe

I’d never been to Santa Fe, New Mexico, and yet it felt like home. The buildings and people were unfamiliar to my eyes but oddly recognizable to my senses. I felt like a local and looked like a one. Tourists stopped and asked for directions or recommendations for a restaurant or hot spot. Even though I’d only been there a week, my response to each request contained an air of confidence. 
            When I first walked into the Coyote Cafe and Cantina, they welcomed me back. Maybe it was nothing,­ just their way of making everyone feel comfortable, but it seemed like more. 
            The waitress approached my table and asked as if I was a regular customer. “Do you want the usual?” 
            Without even thinking I answered. “Yes” The drink menu lay open on the table, their special, the Coyote Margarita was called “The Usual,” which explained a lot. My imagination was working overtime and made me chuckle at myself.
            While looking over the menu, a stranger walked over to me. He stopped and smiled then stuck out his hand. “John, where have you been? It’s been ages.”
            I took his hand, not because he was familiar but because my name was John. “Working . . . I’ve been busy.” I stared at him trying to find something familiar about his face. Nothing . . . nothing came to mind. 
            “You need to come to Milo’s tonight. The whole gang will be there.”
            Still bewildered I said, “Thanks, I’ll think about it.”
            “I reserved a room from seven to midnight. Tell them you’re with Tony. They all know me.”
            “Thanks, Tony, I’ll try to make it. What are you celebrating?”
            “It’s something we started last year, a tribute to Aly-Cat and her inspiring spirit. Of course, I don’t need to tell you about her.” Tony pointed upward. “A perfect nickname for her.”
            I played along. “Such a great nickname, it described her to a T.” I didn’t remember Aly or Tony. Maybe lost memories would resurface, if I attended the gathering at Milo’s. Confused thoughts filled my brain.
My curiosity got the best of me. So to try to put this puzzle together I went to Milo’s. My story to explain why I’d been out of touch was the extensive business travel up east, which led me to setting up a permanent residence in Baltimore.
            When I showed up at Milo’s, people greeted me like a reunion. Everyone knew my name, I knew no one, but I acted like they were long lost childhood friends. My senses were on high alert listening for names so I could play my part. Stories about escapades from our past brought laughter and smiles to our faces. Mine included. Not because I remembered, only that I could relate. I made mental notes placing names with faces and events. 
            Nothing triggered a memory for me, even the ski weekend we all spent in Taos. Aly’s brother, Chad, talked with me, about her moving to Taos after that weekend. “She lived in a tiny house just outside Angel Fire ski resort after you two split.” He looked over at me and said. “You and Aly were a great couple. None of us understood what happened.”
            I looked around at the others. “Sometimes there isn’t one answer.” 
            Chad picked up his beer and took a swig. “You and Aly were alike in that way. You were both secretive about what happened, but neither of you blamed the other.”
            “What’s your point?”
            “The point is she died and you weren’t here.”
            “It haunts me daily. It was too late when I found out. We hadn’t talked in several months. Our lives were on different paths.” 
“That’s true.” Chad nodded. ”Aly found her passion going into a small business to connect with people. She was getting ready to open a cat café called Aly Cats. Serving tea, sandwiches and specialty wines from local vineyards. She hadn’t even opened yet and already talked about plans to expand.”            
“I know it was an accident but no one’s told me exactly what happened.”
“No one saw what happened, so we aren’t exactly sure.” Chad continued. “The police said the avalanche was triggered by an exploding propane tank. Her tiny house was buried instantly.”
“That seems like a freak accident.”
“The crazy thing is they found a second body in her house. DNA didn’t reveal anything about the mysterious person and no one recognized him.”
“Maybe she had a mystery lover. Could be nothing more than that.”
Although I had no memory of ever knowing them, I spent the rest of the evening chatting with old friends. I left early as it was becoming difficult to keep up this game of charade. 
            That night when I lay my head on the pillow, my mind was whirling with crazy scenarios of the stories about Aly. 
* * *
The next morning I woke feeling groggy and decided to walk down to the coffee shop to get an espresso. I needed a shot of caffeine. As I turned to head over to a booth, I saw Chad, so I walked over to say hi.
“Chad, I wanted to apologize for not being around when Aly died.” 
            He scratched his chin and cocked his head.  “How did you know Aly?”
“What? I was with you last night at Milo’s. “
Still confused, he said. “I’m sorry. You must have mistaken me for someone else.”
“We talked about her tragic accident.” I gave Chad a puzzled look.
“Accident? You mean her being murdered but her boyfriend John.“
“What? No! Wasn’t it an avalanche that buried her in her house?”
“There was an avalanche that John started. He exploded a propane tank, but Aly was already dead. The avalanche killed John . . . karma.”